PEACE AND JOY to all in 2009! When I look back on 2008, I see a year where many things that were out of balance finally reached a breaking point. Our collapsed economy is a reflection of an unbalanced hierarchical social system. Politically the population felt new depths of dissatisfaction and responded with a revolutionary choice. Many of us have also experienced painful disruptions in our personal lives. While it has been a time of great challenges, it is also a time of great power. The intense energies that have brought many of us to breaking points can also support our profound renewal and propel us toward a better life. Success and Joy are available for those with the faith to step into the fire with an open heart and mind.
I, myself, am facing the challenge of change. My intention for 2008 had been to surrender completely to the unfolding of my life and trust in Divine Guidance. As I write this, it is my 25th wedding anniversary. However, four weeks ago my husband moved out with the explanation that he needed space. These past weeks have been a roller coaster of emotion, and being present with my feelings has taken me to new depths of my Being. It is not an easy journey, but I have no doubt it will be a profound and meaningful one.
One thing I am grateful for, is that I have a strong sense of who I am as a woman, as a being, and as a Soul. I know that no matter what happens, I will be okay. Teaching others, I have always said that healing is not about getting rid of old issues, but rather about retrieving the parts of ourselves that were lost in pain or trauma. As we heal those pieces of our soul, we become more intact and unshakeable in the knowing of our real selves –the joyful beings we truly are. This knowledge allows us to experience difficult life situations with an open perspective. We can expand into the moment, instead of contract. Healing has never meant that you work through your issues and you’re done. We all know that life is an unfolding of mysteries, adventures and challenges. What makes the journey light and joyful is our alignment with Self and Source.
So, although my Libran scales have been swaying, I feel safe allowing the expanse of emotions to course through me. I notice where these emotions are held in my body, and I explore what they can teach me about my life. I know no matter what transpires, I will come through this with a deep sense of spiritual growth. None of us have control over anyone else. Often we have little control over the situations in our lives. Our focus can only be inward –what is important to us, what brings us joy, who do we choose to be when the external world is not watching.
That’s a really nice post.